Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Image hosting by Photobucket

Sunday, October 30, 2005

//[giving up for good ??]\\

well im back ...since 3 days ago ?? yeah...havent came online since then...anyway lots of things to say lah...yesterday in the morning i woke up at 7am...kind of sick in the stomach...not sure why either...maybe cuz of all the eating i did on friday nite to drown my sorrows in food...?!?!? kind of weird but effective way becuz all i think abt is eating and nothing else...i managed to forget EVERYTHING <-------- and yeah...i slept like a log that nite...!! anyway sat morning went to Eng's house to chill right before having training later on...he told me abt him and his fren the previous nite ... he said he sort of hinted real indirectly that he liked her and told me how she told him that she needed more time...damn why are gals so hard to convince nowadays...if a guys says he likes u means he likes u lah...need time for wat sia!! lol...joking...anyway i feel real sorry for him...all his life he hasnt been able to get the gal that he likes and i guess that really dampens his self-esteem...poor Eng...Lol....dun give up man im sure she has feelings for u but i guess she jus wans to test ur sincerity...i guess guys that has much patience is a very great guy indeed...cuz the gal will definitely be moved by his sincerity...unlike me who always has "3 mins affection"...man my cheena is improving drastically ... hahas... training was really cool lah...we trashed all the teams we played wif...it was really a morale booster training cuz we jus had our beloved Seph back into our team after his BETRAYAL -____-"! fuck him... lol... anyway hope he will stay for as long as RaG[3] is around... after training we went for supper and i swear im getting fatter frm all the supper im having...rofl...after o's its WORK and GYM 24/7 FOR ME!!
anyway went home and slept earli that nite...cuz i had church this morning...my father decided to go to church today...he couldnt really sit for that long becuz of his operation and we went late for the service...we missed the praise and worship but were in time for the communion...sermon was meaningful becuz Uncle Neville delivered a great message...before sermon ended we had to leave becuz my father couldnt take it anymore...so we left earli...didnt get to see her today...i dunno if she even went...im sure shes avoiding me now...sad...SAD....shld i jus gif up on this love that wasnt meant to be?? lol...im jus a laughing stock...anyway im gonna play badminton later on...hope to destress myself before hitting the books tonite!! DONT WORRY SISTER WEITING im coming MDIS then SIM to find u!! haha wait for me man... dun start wifout me...haha...anyway had the world's best hokkien mee for lunch...im going to go chill now...be right back tml or so to blog more...take care peeps.../gone ~

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|1:30 PM|

///yours truly
-------------------------------------------------------------

known as: Andy[Momo]
me`maself & i . 19 . my family = father , mother , sister . 2 dogs = momo and cookie . daydream . shopping . cs . dota . 10/may/1988 . Single . Waiting for her . =( .


///etched in my head
-------------------------------------------------------------
- everything means nothing if i aint got you


/soothing to the ear
-------------------------------------------------------------
- Neyo - Because of you

///down memory lane
-------------------------------------------------------------
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
September 2007

///my fans!
-------------------------------------------------------------

///friends
-------------------------------------------------------------

Chantelle
Eldee
Jiaming
Rockson
Joann
Tina
Eln

///mah dawg man
-------------------------------------------------------------