I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

Saturday, January 28, 2006

//[okay...indochine sucked =/]\\

lets jus say that , the place wasnt as fun as EXPECTED to be. hahaha.

to start it off , it was a party organised by tp jc , and the age limit was like 18 ?? and everyone had to HIONG in , and the party was filled with underage clubbers. like wtf?! damn dumb shit lor seriouslyyyyyy.

the place was nice , but it couldnt accomodate so many ppl. small dance floor , MANY ppl. no space to dance at all. no fun lor.

some more to top it off , i went jogging this afternoon , that made my legs quite stiff , but ok la still can dance. then i was wearing my tiffany dunks , and had to TRY TO AVOID being dirty or stepped on which was a very very difficult task in that circumstances. ahahah. so alright im a loser =( . so is danny the dickie =P. hahaha and we even joked about going to the toilet halfway to clean our shoes should it get dirty.

me , danny , ian , jared , mgf , missy went there. but halfway missy had to leave due to curfew. haha mi and danny hiong in thru our fren , brandon. he was really nice, lending us id and all. and erm , the entrance was quite lenient also lah . one glance and they let mi in , but danny was different. the malay bouncer said to the chinese one " eh ta sama siol" HAHAHAHA. so ask him for the ic number but lucky danny played it cool and answered like it was his own. way to go danny. so we went in.

met chantelle outside , dun think she was able to get in hahaha . wanted to ask her to come with us but she didnt answer so too bad =P. she was real gorgeous man =X. anyway danny is a cbkia by saying that hurting remark to me about not showing any slight interest hahaha.

so we danced and drank for awhile. the drinks not too good either. (ok i should stop complaining already since i had free entry hahah) THE GIRLS WERENT HOT ENUFF TO KEEP US THERE!!! MAIN THING ABOUT CLUBBING = GIRLS. NO GIRLS = NO FUN = NO MOOD = GO HOME!!! so thats wad we did , we went outside to chill partly becuz ian was sick too. once outside , there was a commotion. apparently this dumb asshole knocked into a bouncer and wanted to have it out with him. how dumb can one get ?! i mean fighting with a bouncer is absolutely the dumbest thing one could do while clubbing. guess he was drunk.

then after that , share cab with ian go home. hiong the uncle , tell him 12 bucks send us to bishan and yio chu kang hahaha. so ok lor quite ok lah , had fun talking cock and chilling.

anyway i was really really very disappointed with some ppl , i dun wanna mention names , but danny knows who im talking about rite? dun think we will jio them out anymore. good nite =)

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|3:07 AM|

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

//[im desperate for u...]\\

dear God, pls grant mi this wish , that u will remove all the pain from me right now. thanks God.

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|8:55 PM|

//[uh..]\\

ok so i haven been updating my blog for quite some time. one word : LAZY . yes yes that word revolves around me like the sun around the earth. =] AND i have to do something about it fast , if not i will live a meaningless life =(.

so i have actually decided to do something about it already. i've decided, haha dun luff lah , to go jogging everyday =) . i have already started , 2 days in a row, a 1st time for me yay congrats to me pls!! and after jogging , 20 pumping , 20 sit up . rest 10 mins , and 20 20 again!

i dunno whether i strained myself too much or wat. but my stomach suddenly got alot of wind sia , then i keep lao sai =X. haha this is much better than those lao sai tea that they sell. at least this is the natural way and it saves me a bundle man. yah!

oh yah , i downloaded loads and loads of christian songs , from hillsongs, planetshakers, vineyard, sonicflood and etc. the songs are really nice. u could go on listening and listening and not get bored with them. hahaha. its nice lah.

anyway im feeling very very sad for rochino rite now. hes going thru an ordeal in his life , and this is where we AS HIS FRENS are here by his side =]]]]. we stand by him and offer him GREAT advice <--- HAHAHA. he is so so so fortunate to haf us as his frens man. so dun worry rochino , any problem , find us ! =)

and and and the much anticipated , indochine this friday yayayay can see the kid break dance . HAHAHAHA. ROCHINO ( THE KID ) HAS NO IDEA WHAT MATHS IS ALL ABOUT AND HE MUST NOT CONTINUE TO SLP HIS WAY TOWARDS NO MAN'S LAND. HAHAHA

and as im writing this post , 101 mosquitoes are attacking me , so i've gotta go exterminate them before they infest my room. anyway CNY my house 2nd day got party (MONDAY) who wanan come pls gimme a call yo !

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR GONG XI FA CAI !!!!!!!!! BLACKJACK ALL THE WAY !

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|12:20 AM|

Friday, January 20, 2006

//[Amazingly true...]\\

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.

You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend.

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures,laugh too much,and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|1:12 AM|

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

//[damn sian part 2]\\

A police officer stops a car going 80 kph in a 60 kph zone.
The driver says, "Gee, officer i had it on cruise control at 60, perhaps your radar gun needs calibrating."
Not looking up from her knitting the wife says, "Now don't be silly dear, you know that this car doesn't have cruise control."
As the officer writes out the ticket, the driver looks over at his wife and growls, "Can't you please keep your mouth shut for once?"
The wife smiles demurely and says, "You should be thankful the radar detector went off when it did."
As the officer makes out the second ticket for the illegal detector, the man glowers at his wife and says through clenched teeth, "Darn it, woman, can't you keep your mouth shut?"
The officer frowns and says, "And i notice that you're not wearing your seat belt, sir. That's an automatic $75 fine."
The driver says, "Yeah, well you see officer, I had it on but took it off when you pulled me over so that i could get my license out of my back pocket."
The wife says, "Now dear, you know very well that you didn't have your seat belt on. You never wear your seat belt while driving"
And as the officer is writing out the third ticket the driver turns to his wife and barks, "WHY DON'T YOU JUST SHUT THE HELL UP??"
The officer looks over at the woman and asks, "Doesnt your husband always talk to you this way, Madam?"
"Only when he's been drinking, Sir"
HAHAHAHAHA

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|11:04 PM|

//[damn sian...]\\

A stranger was seated next to Little Tommy on a long plane trip when the stranger turned to the boy and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights will go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger."

Little Tommy, who had just turned on his game boy, laid it down and said to the stranger, "What would you like to discuss?"

"Oh, I don't know," said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?"

"Ok" said Little Tommy. "That would be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow and a deer all eat grass, the same stuff. Yet the deer excretes little pellets, while the cow turns out a flat patty and the horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is so?"

"Geez," said the stranger. "I have no idea."

"Well then," said Little Tommy, "How is it that you feel qualified to discuss about nuclear power when you don't know shit?"

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|10:56 PM|

Monday, January 16, 2006

//[IM LIKE A BIRD I WANA FLY AWAY!!]\\

its really too sad. we were jus too complacent on getting first i guess ahha. but nvm guess it was a great effort and a great learning experience for each and everyone of us. the 2nd prize aint too bad either rite? so haha better luck next time.

so for today and yesterday. a bunch of us were at republic poly for the lan gaming war competition. we trashed every team 16->4 for the 1st few matches until the round robin stage where we won team.rebuild 16-13 and lost to deadzone after 4 OTS. hahaha. but they are good la considering them to be a full team , and us a mix team never trained together b4 hahaha. but nvm its ok!!

the new republic poly building is quite cool. only one block is completed for now but it looks rather big. haha and its at woodlands quite near my place. the scenery also quite nice lah. and the place is also quite convenient. enuff of quites =P. the place has QUITE alot of chiobu also but haha i would still prefer NYP as its nearer to my place. hehe. met some chicks at the place , but unfortunately , none to my liking. eh but got 1 sia!! very very my cup of tea one. 1st time i saw her was on my way to toilet, she got some kind of mesmerising aura sia hahaha!! then 2nd time was when i was going down to eat with ian. our eyes met and she managed a smile at me. i was melting man! then i kept telling ian that she very chio very chio. then he ask me go and take number la so i said ok lor if i see her again i take. BUT NO FATE! never got to see her again. sadded to the max max maxxxxx arrrrrr.

some more i was jus told by aloy that the pda phone for the 1st prize is worth $599! damn sianz.
but ok lah our equipment not bad also. the headfone is at US$99 and the keyboard is $100+ so okok lor $200+ not bad also but it would be better to win 1st prize. anyway no point crying over spilt milk.

aarghhhh i feel so heart pain now. going to slp to relief all these agony!

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|12:44 AM|

Friday, January 13, 2006

//[my favourite song]\\

Mabushii hizashi o seni hashiri dasu machi no naka
(The bright sun shines on my back in this town i run through)
Tatakareta itsumo no youni kata o
(And once again i feel a tap on my shoulder)
Kimi ni muchou na koto ni wake nantenai noni
(You're the one i really like, There is no reason)
Sono ude wa karamu koto wa nai
(There's no way you'll be in my arms)
Itsuno ma ni ka hitomi ubawareta hajimatta
(I don't know when but my eyes were locked on you, and that's how it all began)
Hanasanai yuruganai Crazy For You
(I won't let go, I won't change my mind, cause I'm Crazy For You)
Kimi ga suki da to sakebitai ashita o kaete miyou
(I want to shout that i like you, let's try to change tomorrow)
Koori tsuiteru toki o buchi kowa shitai
(I want to put an end to the times i couldn't speak)
Kimi ga suki da to sakebitai yuuki de humidasou
(I want to shout that i like you and step forward with confidence)
Kono atsui omoi o uke tomete hoshii
(These burning feelings, I want you to catch)

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|3:49 AM|

Monday, January 09, 2006

//[shoppinggggg]\\

past few days i haven been online due to the fact that i've not been at home. partly becuz of training , partly also becuz of all the shopping sprees that i've been on now that chinese new year is just around the corner, and the urge to spend money is jus uncontrollable.

altogether i bought 3 new tees , 1 3/4 pants , a new watch and a new pair of shoes. ok thats altogether almost 400 bucks. =( but nvm chinese new year comes once a year so its good to pamper oneself once in awhile =)

yesterday it was raining non stop for the whole day and we were like drenched walking from far east to heeren , back to far east again and pacific plaza zzzzzzzz. but we were not disappointed becuz we managed to get stuffs that we wanted. danny me and eng finally ended the day off by sitting at coffee bean and chilling out for almost 1 and 1/2 hour. but it was really cool becuz gamers chilling together meant talking about cs most of the time , or dota.

met a couple of funny ppl along the way. we were at far east eating at long john. and ok i met jeanie and her bf thats fine. after tat a group of secondary sch students came and sat beside us. around 8-10 of them. haha then they were talking about dota like they were damn pro. "eh now i everygame -random sia" hahaha like so pro!! then there was this guy among them that was maybe 4 times my size. then danny ask me "hey u remember headline shop , the walkway how he go in sia" then we laughed our asses off man! then there was this waiter, his head was like an oversized balloon. damn , danny is such an asshole keep judging ppl , but maybe he got influenced by me hahaha. we decided to call that grp "FAT" dota clan. haha

so after that we went to pacific plaza becuz danny wanted to see stussy. when we reached there, the "FAT" dota clan was seen hanging around the entrance of stussy and we tot " omg lets get outta here" hahahaha. then on the way back to far east , we saw blurry and his nerd hair and we were talking alot about ppl who por lampa and those acting guailan on internet haahhaha.

a saying : " quarrelling on the internet is just like competing in the special olympics , even if u win u are still retarded" ahahahha

ok so we were at far east shopping for shoes , and i saw joann and weicong! like never see them before ok! so funny, man they look compatible , they should after being together for almost a year now rite?? haha. and joann said i lost weight! weeeeeeeee. im over the moon.

at the last stop at heeren , we bought the adidas watches and the girl who attended to us , well it was her worst nightmare hahaha. i was the fussiest customer ever. but ok la she was quite cute then we kinda cheehong her hahaha. not them la me hahahah. ok thats about that for me.

happy chinese new year guys and dun forget to take more angbaobaobaobao $_$_$_$_$ hahaha!!

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|11:17 AM|

Thursday, January 05, 2006

//[so baby dun feel the pain]\\

aaahh finally relief. thats how i feel right now. becuz i suddenly became clear of my priorities in life. thanks to my frens around me who have brought me to see the light. hahaha!!!

today went to town with eng. it wasnt a very great day to start it off with , it was drizzling and man it made travelling very very uncomfortable. walking out of my house to the busstop was already a hassle as it was quite a damn distance. anyway it was ok since i had my sweater along with me =DDD. haha.

met eng at his bus stop like half an hour later and took bus down to town. went to far east at first , saw nothing that really attracted us. saw this new shoe at left foot , air force 1 white colour with golden tick and the back was gold too . looked quite nice but it was bulky. ahhah after that we trotted to paragon to buy toriQ and went to starbucks to eat. i had iced caramel while he had rhumba. then while eating and drinking we were like talking about cs and it was super fun becuz i nv knew when was the last time i had a good chat while eating. lol

after that we went to heeren and eng (after spending a long time trying and thinking) finally bought his spain sweater!! hooray man.. haha

i was thinking of buying a pair of flip flops budden i think like no use sia so i got that idea out of my head. walked back to far east again -_-.. each of us bought a tee from headline and walked past this shop which had a nice top , belt and miniskirt for gals. eng wanted to get it for his gf so ok lor but the guy went to eat. i msged jeanie and she was still working at isetan...... so we went to find her , talked abit , went to mac and had a drink. was thinking whether or not to go back and find her haha. she looked so damn sweet now man. but too bad , all good gals taken . SAD T_T.

so we went back to far east and he got his gf the stuff and we headed home. though not really the funnest of days but it beats staying cooped at home. anyway it was a well spent day with my buddy :D

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|4:42 AM|

Sunday, January 01, 2006

//[my feelings]\\

when i was born, everyone around me was laughing whereas i was crying.
when i die, will everyone around me be laughing or crying??
this is really a question on wad kind of impression i leave on ppl.

these past few days haf been very normal for me even though its the new year. i jus couldnt feel the new me inside me. i know this sounds silly but its jus this feeling. its like ppl have moved on to spring but my heart still lingers in winter.

i jus hope i can move on with life jus normally, and it is very very difficult. i wish i could be like the birds in the sky, wifout having any worries whatsoever at all. yeah that sure sounds cool but snapping back into reality, i jus haf to accept it and live life again.

anyway i wish everyone a very very happy new year. i know this post is short but i haf no mood to blog right now so yeah i think i will update in a day or two.

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|9:40 PM|