I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

Saturday, September 29, 2007

//[15 / 09 / 07]\\

Second day in the army, had trouble sleeping the night before due to sleeping patterns before enlistment. the ppl in my bunk seem friendly but its still too early to tell. the food here is edible for me but i dunno why my frens keep fussing about it. im sure its quite a task to cater to so many recruits. so far all we've done is admin stuff and not much of physical trianing(PT) yet. the worst is yet to come i fear.

The welfare and facilities here in tekong have improved tremendously. Bad news is , i've been posted to the most xiong company here in tekong , which is none other than NINJA! i really hope to become a better man and be more disciplined in life in this company.

All this i do jus for 1 objective , to win nana's heart again. tho she doesnt say it much but i noe she wans me to be a better person in life. shes really a very nice girl , i cant give her up , not now not ever. as i lay in bed and watched others talking on the phone , i couldnt help but yearn for her. i miss her my beloved , nana.

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|8:33 PM|

//[14 / 09 / 07]\\

Today is enlistment day for me. it couldnt have been more coincidental. just last night i gave banana her bday present in advance. banana's the love of my life. ive never felt so strongly for anyone before. anyway i hope she liked the present which i put so much effort in. i doubt she realises that fact though. i just wan her to be happy with wad i did for her and i'll be happy too.

As i sat in the ferry across to tekong , mixed feelings engulfed me. i wanted to slim down and be fit yet i didnt wanna be away from banana. in fact , she feels the direct opposite. she is avoiding me as much as she can and i was very sad to hear her say that out last night. i jus hope she gets along fine with her life and be happy.

Even tho she doesnt know it , she will always be my motivation in life as well as in the army , thru the words and encouragement she gave me before. i miss her my beloved , nana.

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|8:12 PM|

//[hello]\\

hey guys , i'll be re-using this blog again. i'll be posting about my life from now in the army as well as out of the army. i won't be mentioning abt army programs but rather my feelings inside the army during the programs.

please continue to visit this blog dear friends. and tag along if u wish. i'll be updating once a week each time i bookout.

cheers.

-but baby dun u break my heart slow|7:43 PM|